giiiirl, don't you dare reply to this. tell me not to do something and you've just raised the chance of me doing it by 50%, jsyk. also I've no idea how my first comment became such a wall, I was pretty weirded out myself after I saw it, like when did I type all that? also You Are Not The Only Masochistic One totally played in my head with shiosai's melody. 8DDD /ok, that's it for being a weirdo as if.
ah, but I think I have a different motivation for "liking" his characters dying, it's because that's when they become perfectly perfect for me. it's like a tragic hero who is still a human while he's alive, and you can meet him and touch him and he can turn out to be a total asshole, and he's still the same human being as you, but after he dies he's more of a legend, a notion of a person, he's not the same as you anymore. I mean, I think this is how it works like with all those people who die young and if they're artists, they become legends and if they're regular people, they become 'legends' among their family and friends. plus it's the perfect amount of angst, because while I am hurting for him dying, I can always comfort myself that now that he's dead, nothing bad is going to happen to him [especially if these are those emotionally tormented characters like Naoki]. I'd give you a counter-example but I don't know if you've seen Beautiful Life so I can't spill important plot details. ;)
alright, now this was a definitely unnecessary paragraph about character death idek. oh, but also in NM, I kind of like that it was so sudden that he died because it's how it happens in real life too and I know asking jdramas for real-life-alikeness is a little bit far-fetched, but still, I thought it was a nice touch. [not trying to convince you, though. ;p]
you know what. I think that we're both amazingly persistent, after all the experiences of watching dramas, to still hope for any kissing. >.>' and I was still weirded out by the idea of incest in NM, but Sora Kara depraved me all the way, so yeah, I know what you mean. *sigh*
I hated Yuri for getting herself killed too, because she was that one hope for Naoki to heal mentally and have a somewhat normal life after all this ended - but I also kind of liked the existence of her character for bringing out the angry asshole out of Naoki earlier because oh god how I enjoyed that, and yeah it's screwed of me. but I loved the scene when they talked on the phone for the last time, it kind of redeems me?
AND YES NAOKI AND KEITA'S ROOFTOP SCENE amazingness ;.;
[because I'm hopeless and it's also probably the reason why I've been thinking of rewatching Karei-naru or Beautiful Life - those were for me the keeping-me-depressed-for-days-after dramas, and Sora Kara but I've fought Sora's demons some time ago. but Idk, I'm watching Kimi wa Petto now and it makes me go WTF Japan y u so screwed in the head? constantly. it's entertaining.]
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Date: 2011-09-29 07:48 pm (UTC)tell me not to do something and you've just raised the chance of me doing it by 50%, jsyk.
also I've no idea how my first comment became such a wall, I was pretty weirded out myself after I saw it, like when did I type all that?
also You Are Not The Only Masochistic One totally played in my head with shiosai's melody. 8DDD
/ok, that's it for being a weirdo
as if.ah, but I think I have a different motivation for "liking" his characters dying, it's because that's when they become perfectly perfect for me. it's like a tragic hero who is still a human while he's alive, and you can meet him and touch him and he can turn out to be a total asshole, and he's still the same human being as you, but after he dies he's more of a legend, a notion of a person, he's not the same as you anymore. I mean, I think this is how it works like with all those people who die young and if they're artists, they become legends and if they're regular people, they become 'legends' among their family and friends. plus it's the perfect amount of angst, because while I am hurting for him dying, I can always comfort myself that now that he's dead, nothing bad is going to happen to him [especially if these are those emotionally tormented characters like Naoki]. I'd give you a counter-example but I don't know if you've seen Beautiful Life so I can't spill important plot details. ;)
alright, now this was a definitely unnecessary paragraph about character death idek. oh, but also in NM, I kind of like that it was so sudden that he died because it's how it happens in real life too and I know asking jdramas for real-life-alikeness is a little bit far-fetched, but still, I thought it was a nice touch. [not trying to convince you, though. ;p]
you know what. I think that we're both amazingly persistent, after all the experiences of watching dramas, to still hope for any kissing. >.>' and I was still weirded out by the idea of incest in NM, but Sora Kara depraved me all the way, so yeah, I know what you mean. *sigh*
I hated Yuri for getting herself killed too, because she was that one hope for Naoki to heal mentally and have a somewhat normal life after all this ended - but I also kind of liked the existence of her character for bringing out the angry asshole out of Naoki earlier because oh god how I enjoyed that, and yeah it's screwed of me. but I loved the scene when they talked on the phone for the last time, it kind of redeems me?
AND YES NAOKI AND KEITA'S ROOFTOP SCENE amazingness ;.;
[because I'm hopeless and it's also probably the reason why I've been thinking of rewatching Karei-naru or Beautiful Life - those were for me the keeping-me-depressed-for-days-after dramas, and Sora Kara but I've fought Sora's demons some time ago. but Idk, I'm watching Kimi wa Petto now and it makes me go WTF Japan y u so screwed in the head? constantly. it's entertaining.]
just pretend you never saw this comment. :*